Sunday, May 3, 2015

The last spring of 20s

Wo! I am writing on my blog after eternity. There are lots of things I want to talk about. I have been going for swimming for a week now. Today, I felt finally that my swimming was becoming effortless and mundane. I want to swim in lonely waters. It annoys me when I've people around me. It annoys me more when I've people that I know. I get distracted not only in swimming but in my thoughts. It is lovely to swim alone. After a week long of hard work under pressure and partying out every night, swimming on Sunday morning and listening to Jazz after that, makes it a perfect day.

I have been out of the blog for a variety of reasons. One, I have been switching jobs. And the old job took away a lot of happy energy out of me, so I didn't feel like writing. But the new job is exciting! I have become a Business Head, managing a company's entire business on Teachers Training. We already on our way to make it the best program that it could possibly be. I have an exciting team and supervisors, who I look forward to work every day. May be the charm of novelty but so far, people in my company have been far above my expectations. Few are the kinds, you want to sit down over the beer in the evening, every once in a while.

Two, I have been in a relationship for a while. And while it has all its ups and downs, but I think I have found the right person who gives confidence and strength. Although, I have started feeling lately that I'm more demanding than I should be and less independent than I was. I will just call it "relationship blues" and let it pass.

I am growing older for sure. When I was swimming this morning, I had felt I used to be very creative and authentic than I am today. There is hint of corruption  of soul that is developing some ingenuity. May be it is some time for spiritual uplifting. Lot of time, I feel like going to Auroville and spend some time there for a week, read Savitri and Integral Yoga, do some research on Sri Aurobindo's life and feel uplifted. Other times, I think to play lots of sports, watch some great movies, read 100s of books and listen to all the music while having some cold beer.

Life has changed. If I look at it, last year, the things that worried me were hopes for my family to recover from a difficult time. This year has been generous so far. Grateful to it all!

Love,
Mukaam


1 comment:

  1. Good to see a post from you after such a long time!! You won't believe that all these days you didn't cross my mind and just couple of days back I was thinking about you and here is your post ........... *Telepathy*!!! :-)

    Good to know that you are enjoying your life and may soon get settled........... Heartiest congratulations :-)

    PS: Your new title (Business Head) sounds very impressive........ Share the URL of your new company........ Will love to know more about it!!!

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